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Friday, July 5, 2013 @ 19:03 - HOOKERS!
Porn - Hand Job


hookerficfriday for all your hooker fic (or art or vid or podfic or macaroni sculture...) inspiration needs!
Tuesday, June 18, 2013 @ 15:48 - Writing Meme
Writing: I Should Be Doing It
Writing Meme stolen from cherie_morte and everyone else on my FList today.

Pick a fic of mine and a question and I'll tell you:

1. What part was most difficult?
2. What are you most proud of?
3. What's a reference you made no one has picked up on yet?
4. What's a bit that sums up your take on a character?
5. Favorite line(s) of dialogue?
6. Favorite lines(s) of prose?
7. Were there any points where you were trying to do something specific with sound, vocabulary, or rhythm?
8. How many drafts did the work go through?
9. Were you listening to anything while writing the fic? If so, what?
10. Imagery that is important to the fic, either while composing or in the fic itself?
11. What were you most worried about during the composition?
12. How do you want readers to react to this fic?
13. What did you want them to take away from it?
14. What inspired this fic?
15. If you used a beta, what did you agree or disagree on?
16. Did anything surprise you during the writing?
17. Were any parts written under the influence? Useless question for me


My fics masterlist is here.

There may be a real update eventually.
Tuesday, June 11, 2013 @ 00:36 - Art: Dark Clouds On The Horizon
DSotM
Title: Dark Clouds On The Horizon
Characters: Sam Winchester
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Dark Side of the Moon spoilers, character death.

This is for the prompt dark clouds on the horizon at artpaperscissor. I promise, the prompt inspired more than just the title.



Cut for size and Dark Side Of The Moon spoilers.Collapse )
Monday, June 3, 2013 @ 09:25 - HELP?
SO FRUSTRATING, ARGH
Anyone have a Windows7 disc they're willing to send me? I'll pay?

This is the fourth Blue Screen of Death I've had in 3 days, and we have 0 discs for Windows to reinstall with.
Thursday, May 30, 2013 @ 00:07 - Depression
My "People Skills" Are "Rusty"
It's fun, right?

I'm pretty much bipolar. It isn't diagnosed because the job I work at that I hate doesn't give me insurance. I was gonna go to Ma's GP on Tuesday to see about getting on some kind of medication, but didn't go because a combination of not having the money and CJ wanting to talk to me about it first. Which I get, because Ma sometimes gets an idea in her head and gets her Stubborn on, and I know he just wants to make sure that I'm not agreeing to go if I'm good but just hating my job.

And, let me tell you, the amount of hate I have for this job is eclipsed only by the amount of hate I have for the asshole who is my temporary boss. Mine doesn't come back until the beginning of July, and I really don't know if I hope I'm still there then or not.

Ranting about work be under this cut.Collapse )

I added a ridiculous amount of words to my Big Bang on May 1st (almost a full 13k) and then have hardly touched it since. I feel so bad for poor colls, because she has 7k of coherent fic and then nothing. I try, but this entire month has been about 90% downswing and the other 10% so busy I cannot do a thing. And when I'm on a downswing I either just am too numb to care and don't even bother to try to open it, or everything is SO fucking horrible and stupid that I just want to delete it all and start from scratch. Which would be a very bad idea.

In addition to all that, one... Saturday? Friday? My old desktop broke, I moved to one we bought off a guy that was password protected in the core like work computers tend to be, so I couldn't install my work system on it. Then I moved to Ma's new desktop, which would not allow me to the login page for work, and then to Yussie's which is now mine. And then two days later my old work computer completely broke. About an hour after my laptop gave out.

Now, when I say my laptop gave out, what I really mean is it did that thing it would do occasionally where it spends about two hours trying to fix an issue it finds, and says in big, BOLD letters across the screen ATTEMPTING TO REPAIR DISC. DO NOT POWER OFF OR UNPLUG.

So, naturally, Ma turned it off. And it ruined the harddrive to the point where Yussie tried to reinstall Windows on it and it told him to go fuck himself. Now, on the plus side, I had known my desktop was giving out, so I backed it up on my server constantly. I have all my comics, fonts, PS presets, pictures, music, etc. The TV and movies I downloaded are gone, but I have 3.80TCreds on TVT and a ratio of 4.73 on IPT with 3,559 bonus points, so I'm not exactly worried about getting those back, besides just plain remembering what I want.

But my awesome husband unperfectwolf has been working on her Squee! submission for the last two hours and unwittingly helping me feel better by talking about finding fandom when she was in single digits and wincon. I genuinely am feeling a little better now, so I'm going to end this novel of a post before that turns again.

I might be super slow to respond to comments, because procrastination is awesome when I downswing.
Sunday, May 19, 2013 @ 11:35 - Sekrit Message
Facepalm - Dean
For mashimero.

ALL CODED UP TO HERE.
Friday, May 17, 2013 @ 15:57 - ALL MY SPRINGS AND ALL MY FLINGS
PIE GUYS! PIE!


ALSO. JFC, SUPERNATURAL. HOW YOU GONNA GUT ME LIKE THAT, YO?
Monday, May 6, 2013 @ 23:47 - Big Bang Reveals!
Sam Is Fucking Exhausted
I was lucky enough to get grabbed by the amazing colls even though I have the most generic summary on the planet that I, once again, came up with right before hitting send.

A (Pinch of) Salt And Batter-y

Dean's been running the family business for all of ten minutes and he's already fucked it up so bad that Sam had to practically drop out of school to come save him. And if that's not enough, the pretentious douchebag who manages the health food store across the street won't stop hitting on Sam, and Dean is this close to physically lighting their new rival shop's owner on fire.

Or, "Sam and Dean run a bakery instead of hunting demons, Crowley opens the new cupcake shop down the street, and if Lucifer (who used to be a boring dude named Nick when he went to school with Dean) tries to hit on Sam one more time Dean is going to get arrested for murder."

THAT'S RIGHT. I WROTE A BAKERY AU FOR BIG BANG, AND THEN SOMEHOW DID NOT MENTION IN THE SUMMARY THAT I WROTE A BAKERY AU. Thankfully, I think I made colls pee herself with joy, so yay!

We post August 15th (101 days from now), because it's like wendy knows me or something.

In non-fannish news, I walked through for almost five hours today, spent 16 hours somewhat coherent and awake yesterday, am dyeing my hair, Ma's hair, and my aunt who is visiting for a month's hair tomorrow.

Also, I literally facemashed through about 13k of my Big Bang on the first, like usual, and now have to detangle it and make it coherent for my artist because, no, really, at one point I managed ten words to say that Dean was yelling.

P.S. You guys. I loooooooooooooooooove Show. I really do. Pac-Man Fever made me all fluttery all over!

Tumblr still won't let me reblog and I hate it there so I'm mostly okay with that.

I have been working Tech Support for exactly a year as of an hour 39 15 minutes from now, and I still hate it so much that I cry on a pretty much daily basis. Fun times.

I am two episodes behind Hannibal (which I am in LOVE with), STILL eight episodes behind Dexter, four behind The Voice, four behind Doctor Who, at least five behind Scandal, three behind on Glee (I hope I can quit this! I hate Glee so much and can't stop watching), one behind on Psych, and I don't even know how far behind I am on Happy Endings.

I wrote no fic in March because of a death in the family, and none in April probably in part from trying to mentally/emotionally recover from March and April (because no seriously April, WTF). I'm going to try three this month to make up for it. Feel free to laugh. (But, also, feel free to leave ideas for wee little ficlets. I have an entire window devoted to comment meme prompts I might attempt to attempt.)

OH. And I might be getting an iPhone 4? IDK if I want one, but our phones are due for upgrade, and Yussie's refuses to charge anymore, which has resulted in a lively game of "Switch me batteries" when he goes to work, comes home, and then is home for a few hours. And the iPhone 4 is a free upgrade at Verizon ($30 upgrade fee, what the actual fuck) so either he's gonna upgrade, or I will and then I'll give him my current phone (we all have HTC Thunderbolts right now).

I was going to say something else here. OH, RIGHT. Yussie broke his hand. Luckily, it happened at work, so his boss is paying for everything, and he's on light-duty so he doesn't have to miss time. He got it pinned between between a fitting and the truck while loading it at work, and then his boss said "Nah, just looks dislocated. Let me pop it in for you."

And now he's in a cast to hopefully avoid surgery and them having to screw things through his hand.

It's 11pm and I am SO. FUCKING. EXHAUSTED. I'm going to go grab my laptop to charge my phone and sleep. But not before spending five minutes making a new icon that fits this.

JFC, I did not know I had this much to say.
Thursday, April 18, 2013 @ 23:12 - The Big Bang Home Stretch
What's a personal bubble? - BOYS
Third call for the Big Bang Email Chain! I don't have to have you friended for you to want in on this, otherwise I'd lock it.

In related news, I have 1,637 words and Dean is already fucking my story sideways.

RL things happened at the end of March, and so I didn't get a fic done for that, but am hoping against hope to get 2 done this month and posted, or I'll owe 3 in May.

Speaking of this week, I am genuinely scared of and for Boston right now, and my thoughts are with everyone there and everyone who has friends and/or family there.
Tuesday, March 5, 2013 @ 21:21 - Makeup, and Adulting, and Bitching, Oh My!
What's a personal bubble? - BOYS
LOOK. I REVIEWED MAKEUP. AND TOOK SHITTY PICTURES!

i also did SO MUCH adulting and errandry and walking today.

Also, I hate snow. And here's a tip: If you're in the middle of a massive snowstorm and/or have several inches of snow on your ground you satellite dish WILL NOT WORK. Don't bother calling in about it, okay? You just ruin my night and waste your time. There is literally nothing I can do about it, as I cannot control the weather and make the clouds go the fuck away. Put in a DVD.
Friday, March 1, 2013 @ 23:12 - Big Bang Email Chain (Part 2)
Writing: I Should Be Doing It
Second call for the email chain mentioned here!

spn_j2_bigbang check in started today, and I have still yet to start mine for real. Or even for fake, really. :/

Comment here or on the post linked upwards, or PM me, with your email if you need encouragement, wars, help making words, or anything at all!
Friday, March 1, 2013 @ 21:42 - [Art] Not The End of the World (Eureka)
Art
For my third apocalypsebang fic this year I had Not The End of the World by tarlanx, which is an awesome Eureka fic that you all should be reading right now.

I had a little more time to work on this one than the others, so I was able to do both a divider and a title card, as opposed to a fic banner. Which is great, because I don't think the art would have worked the same at a smaller scale.

Art under the cutCollapse )
Wednesday, February 27, 2013 @ 21:44 - [Art] The Return of the Angels (Original fic)
Art
The second fic I did art for for apocalypsebang is The Return of the Angels by sallycandance. It's an original fic, with an apocalypse similar to Dark Angel or Revolution. I know it says it's part 1 of 2, but it actually stands alone.

Tuesday, February 26, 2013 @ 21:54 - [Art] Survival Class (Burn Notice)
Art
The first of my four apocalypsebang arts this year was an awesome Burn Notice fic by rise_your_dead called Survival Class. It's Michael Westen and zombies. Do you really need to know more?

I only got to do one piece of art for this fic, but am very satisfied with it, and I feel like it fit the fic very well. Also, it was so much harder to make than it looks like.

Wednesday, February 20, 2013 @ 02:44 - [Fic] That's Permanent
Porn - Dean on Top
Title: That's Permanent
Rating: R
Fandom(s): Supernatural
Pairing: Sam/Dean, Sam/Jess, Sam/OCs
Wordcount: 1,458
Summary: Sam's always had a weird relationship with sex.
Notes/Acknowledgments: Unbetad. For the prompt do it til you fall down for salt_burn_porn. Title is a shout-out to Chasing Amy.

The first time Sam had sex ended with a trip to the hospital, because Dean is right and virgins should never ever try to have sex with other virgins.Collapse )
Wednesday, February 13, 2013 @ 22:03 - Supernatural 8.14
Doors: The Winchester's TRUE Enemy
THIS SHOW, THIS SHOW, THIS SHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW!
Monday, February 11, 2013 @ 22:44 - Big Bang Email Chain
Writing: I Should Be Doing It
I know lazy_daze usually runs this, but as she's recently stated she's not in the fandom anymore I thought I would start one. The Big Bang Email Chain helped me SO MUCH the last two years. There were legit people who started their fics April 30th and had a full 20k story done in time to submit.

What it is, basically, is a mailing list where we can word war with each other, and gripe, and get help for our fics, titles, summaries, and anything else that will help!

If you want in, comment or PM me with your email!
Sunday, February 10, 2013 @ 20:01 - NJ Con: Gold Ticket and J2 Photo Op for sale
First Date - J2
cherie_morte is looking to sell her NJ Con tickets. She's got a gold ticket (seat: F25) and a J2 Photo Op and willing to sell both for face value.

I know I have some East Coast fangirls on my FList, help a midget out?
Sunday, February 10, 2013 @ 06:52 - WinCon Dream
What's a personal bubble? - BOYS
Dream about wincon. Opening day panels started at 8pm. cherie_morte and ordinaryink and wutendeskind and unavoidedcrisis and tsukinofaerii and waterofthemoon were there, and affectingly was there and wave_obscura tried to help me when there was a roach loose in the on bathroom for the floor that we were trying to get ready in, and locknkey was there too.

Also, for some reason there was a classroom and the teacher for it had a bunch of us come in for a moment for something. IDK because I was late and got there when he was done with us but there were some names with their meanings written on the board.

And McDonald's, who owns Hugh Hefner apparently, gave affectingly a business card with the phone number of the band who was playing opening ceremonies for us, because they were going to be really big soon and wanted our number or something.

Basically, opening ceremonies and the first panels were like Winprom.

It was really odd and I miss wincon even more now. Now I'm gonna go back to sleep. Also, I kinda want night panels. Mostly I want all the panels.
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