BEWARE OF JENMAR. (clex_monkie89) wrote,
BEWARE OF JENMAR.
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DEAN IS THE SMRT BRUVVER

You guys. I will be on a plane in thirteen hours. It's only a short plane ride, two hours from here to Denver, but, HMOG.

I FUCKING HATE PLANES. WHY DID I GET A PLANE TICKET? WHY COULDN'T I HAVE JUST ASKED FOR A FUCKING GREYHOUND TICKET?

I feel fucking sick. I'm nervous and anxious and I want to fucking throw up. I totally don't think it was this bad last time for WinCon? I am really pretty sure I might actually cry during take-off.

Basically, my plane for tomorrow is to be really tired. Not enough to sleep, because waking up on a plane will likely totally make it worse, but just enough that I'm kinda hazy.

Really, I just need to make myself too tired to really be scared.

Okay. So now I'm gonna go and try to answer some more comments on Postcards, read the new Snapshots and then watch the latest two SGA eps.
Tags: panic attacks, rl
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