Nothing. I have two generalized paragraphs that could be outlines for the fic maybe and no ideas at all. Seriously, I have not even the slightest clue how to start, where to start, or what to do.
You want to hear how very badly my brain is avoiding this fucking thing? I opened up a word file to type up a list of my SPN Bunnies and accidentally wrote nine paragraphs, each one a small fic. Three of them are Wincest and one of them has Sam thinking about how he loves how Dean's hip spasms under his hand at night.
0330 and my brain was avoiding PBFE so badly it went to porn. I have never written porn of any kind before.
And? Last night I read het rather than work on it
I think this proves that I'm completely fucked on the PBFE front. I've got a chara I don't feel confident writing and a... thing I don't know how to do. I'm incredibly tempted to ask almostforgiven if I can draw a picture and scan it in instead. Seriously, I'll start drawing again if I don't have to try and write this fucking thing.