Watch this journal for some insane emo and self-worth issues that make Dean look downright healthy.
ETA in approximately two hours.
This was gonna be an emo post but what the fuck ever. Basics summed up:
1) Yesterday was my birthday, I did nothing productive and then had a four-hour long fight with a friend that I hate. The fight, not the friend, she's kind of made of tiny, small awesome, and will totally get that.
2) It's a guy in my bay's birthday today so everyone's passing around a birthday card to sign, and I was being emo because I'm an idiot.
3) Nobody here knows it was my birthday yesterday because I didn't tell anyone.
4) I didn't tell anyone for the same reason I never make a huge post about it; because nobody cares and I just feel like an idiot for drawing attention to myself for no reason. (See what I said about making Dean seem healthy?)
5) Is something else that's bothering me but will actually be FLocked because it's about a fic. That's right, I have no problem with the internet knowing I'm a giant loser, but I don't want them to know I have an issue with a fic.
HMOG I'm a failcake today. I smacked my desk and BROKE A BLOOD VESSEL AT THE TOP INSIDE BEND OF MY POINTER FINGER.
FUCKING OW, DUDE!